Wednesday, February 17, 2010

This Is Real


The weight gain is crazy.

I don't give a FUCK if I can still count 5 of my ribs on either side.
It doesn't matter if my collar bones stick out.

There are plenty of fat girls who have this.

All I can focus on is the muffin top.

The rolls of back fat.

The cellulite on my ass.

I'm sad again. I tried to be optimistic for all of 3 days...and that led to gaining 6 pounds.
I don't know how much of that is water weight. It doesn't matter.

THAT NUMBER CANNOT GO UP.

Anymore, anyway.

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