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Mom got drunk and started yelling me about my weight.

"LOOK AT YOURSELF! YOU'RE GETTING TOO SKINNY! YOU LOOK SICK! I CAN SEE YOUR SHOULDERBLADES, YOU'RE BONY!"

I started laughing, which got her even more upset.
But...I just didn't see it.
I look in the mirror and I still see that chubby girl 30 pounds ago.
I'll never tell her that, but I do admit I might have a problem.

She thinks I'm lying about eating at school. (Almost true).

Past few days I've binged on cereal in the morning, come home and snacked, and that's it.

I'll eat the frozen pizza with her tomorrow night...between the two of us, it's around 1800 calories, 900 each...*shudder* well if I have some it'll get her off my back.

...I want to stop.