Tuesday, January 26, 2010

146.2...in the AM.

Didn't gain more than 2 pounds of water weight today, which can be easily burned off.

Started my period...a week early, wtf. Almost stained myself at school. Good thing I randomly decided to go take a piss.

About halfway through the day I panicked, thinking I had lost a check for the fundraising crap worth more than $50. Ripped a hank of my hair out without meaning to...almost cried. Turns out, I left the check on my kitchen counter. :P

I think I have an essay to write tomorrow...I was supposed to write it Monday, but since Monday was my lucky day (in which none of the homework I didn't do was due...and no fucking quizzes in every class we constantly quiz in) we didn't.

I had two days...and now I'm screwed again. Should have studied. I don't have the motivation. I'll just wing it...but likely fail this one, whereas other things I've done without studying I've passed...

And yes, I'm rambling.

Kat had a fucking meltdown today-apparently since the accident she hadn't let out any emotion at all.
She takes off during 1st period, and when I go outside she's crying in the hall, hyperventilating.

I take her to the counselor, who tells her to "calm down and be thankful she's alive...and try to move on with her life."

...I was THIS close to ripping out that tranny's tracks...

I have to exercise...but I don't have my music...I'll have to push myself anyway...

I have a new thinspo, though:



and I want to be able to wear something short like that. I would totally be the type of girl to live in skirts. Surprisingly.
...But only if I weren't to look like a stuck pig in them.

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